Monday, March 31, 2014

Returns, Updates, Being Broke and TV Series Finales

Sorry for the long post but, as any of my actual readers know, I started this blog to work on my writing. Primarily to keep the cobwebs from accumulating and make sure when I get the time to work on my stories that I won't be rusty. Well that promise to myself and any viewers I have, has been broken (Obviously). I haven't written anything for this blog well over eight months now. For this I apologize now to myself and to those reading.

For updates on what's been going on. Well, I am a student, so that takes up a lot of time being in my last full year at the University.

With that I can actually say there may be a few changes to my page (perhaps a title change?). Still working on all of that but it should all be for the best. Otherwise what I can share is that there will be some reviews actually coming every week by the end of Friday night. I promise this because I feel that it would benefit me a lot to keep that creativity up and hey it should be fun and entertaining for all of us.

After all that info dumping let me get back to an actual review (so two this week in store!). I call this primarily 'Being Broke and TV Series Finales' because that's exactly what it's been like for the last eight months for me. With a wedding, engagement and all the media I purchase on a weekly basis it only makes sense to be so broke. A full time student is no joking matter when at a University.

I mention this because it's important. Most people I know are in college now and are familiar to the struggle. We prioritize what we spend that little excess cash, if it's there, on. Some make it going out and enjoying the bar scene, some spend it on substance or fine dining. Me, well, I spend it on media. Gaming, film, television, and reading material. This is the culture I belong to, it is mixed but Geek and Nerd are good terms for it. And as of recent that has been costly with new generation gaming and a lot of series that have ended.

It gets timely and costly for me, for example. I do not own any sort of cable or satellite service to provide immediate access to the content I adore. That and I am too proud of my growing collection to watch on my tiny monitor at my desk.I got a decent TV and I will use it. So with that in mind, waiting for the release of series on Blu Ray or DVD make it a test of patience and late comings unless Netflix can provide earlier (doesn't happen often for me).

So today as I write this, no more than an hour ago I was able to finally sit and watch the finale to the series Fringe created by J.J. Abrams. I'll try to keep spoilers to a minimal.
Promo Pic of Fringe

This finale struck me and sticks with me, it might for the entire week or on. It's strange to focus on such a thing, an ending. We sit there and see the events unfold, judging every second and I ask why? Why do we sit through the motions and judge every second of what the show has brought us? Well, it comes down to what grips us about an ending. Does it fit the story and world we are brought into? Does it answer all the questions or create new ones? Will we love it or hate it? Does it do the characters and writers of the series justice?

These are all questions we are always asking. For me it comes down to the characters and their relations. If the show betrays this, then the show has failed. When we are introduced to  a character(s), it's like a first date. Awkward for one or both parties as you try to size up one another and see what works out. With an abundant amount of experience in awkwardness and not to mention first date awkwardness, I can say it's a big deal.

Like I said earlier there have been a lot of finales in my life the last eight months. From older show to more modern ones. In terms of character I have gotten to know Dexter from the series of the same name, Walter and Jesse from Breaking Bad, and now Walter, Olivia, and Peter from Fringe.

My fiancee, then girlfriend, finally got a copy of the final season of Dexter and were met with great disappointment. We found ourselves witness to an entire season of poor writing and drastic character shifts that made no sense. A character as interesting and layered as Dexter was reduced to a whiny and faltering shadow of his former self. From the calculated killer and late evolving, emotional being that he was. It left me broken that a show and character I loved would bend me over in such a way and make me cry bad tears, bad touch. I won't get into the supposed spin off with Dexter himself as I may pop a blood vessel.

Lumberjack Dex from Dexter Finale (Left)
and Walter from Breaking Bad Finale (Right)
I did have a good experience to finally have seen the finale to the Breaking Bad series and see Walter finish his journey. The story never broke, the characters grew and changed rather than shifting in the course of an episode. We saw what was a decent man become a villain, a monster in some eyes. And he did it over five seasons. Not only he but the supporting cast as well. Many died and many saw a grim outcome. Jesse's future is not certain at the end and I'm okay with that. A lot of people don't like open questions or new ones added to the mix. It leaves us wanting more and that, in truth, can happen if every single one is answered. Some questions leave us still loving the characters and thinking on them years later. I still haven't gotten my closure of X-Files and it's been years.

This brings me back to my focus, that being the finale to Fringe. I first got into the show back in 2010 and it had been going on for almost 2 seasons then. The premise struck me as a second coming of the bizarre world that X-Files aimed to share. I got to meet Walter, Olivia, and Peter for the first time and I fell in love. (Granted I had an already admiration of actor Joshua Jackson from the Mighty Duck movies I watched as a kid.) Walter was the crazed scientist that seemed haunted by who he had been and what he had done in the past. Olivia was the calculated FBI agent who thought she had a grip on her reality and knew what the world offered. Peter was the man escaping the history of his father's life and grew up street smart, which worked alongside his book smarts from said father.

With this series it surpassed great odds against it being a FOX series. It's ratings were bad and the fan base shrunk as season four came to a finish. A lot of people fell out of love with it. For a while I needed a break from this date. I stopped after season three in fear that season four would hurt more. And it did. it was weaker, ignored a lot of story arcs and character building that the show had. It had an episode or two that weighed in heavily and kept the show going for not only me but the rest of the world, promising that season five would be the pivotal Fringe season. A great ending to those who stuck with it. And they delivered, oh god they did.

 Being a short season of 13 episodes it had a lot to finish and do in a short span. Much of this season brings back the characters that we knew and love from the entire series. The characters and their relations was the main focus. The bonds they created were tested and bent but they carried out. I'm not afraid to say that I teared up a lot this season, with the last two episodes leaving me in full blown tears and heartache. All this because of great writing and characters. By the end of it all a lot of arcs were finished, questions answered and new ones arose. I don't hold anything against it for this. Questions are good and they leave us wondering of the characters.
Observers: They watch you while you pee

This season brought viewers into a world where the Observers, the strange beings from throughout the series, running the joint. Corrupt, cruel, and cold. They enslave humanity and the Fringe team returns to take back the world and their lives. Great 'apocalypse' concept that gave the season a big threat to overcome.

A lot of character died, major and minor by the end of the 13th episode. The deaths of Nina and September were quick but impacted me. The character added for this season, Henrietta, was actually a great add. She brought a driving force to the season that did not let up. Peter made some bad decisions that almost took him away from us. Olivia returned to her powerful ways. And the alternate universe came back into play with a future that was much brighter. Although I wanted more Walternate in this season, it was still a nice treat.

A greater impact was the Ultimatum of the finale. It gave viewers a no going back sensation. Walter and Michael (the returning, young Observer) both would be take out of the picture to save the timeline and revert it back before the invasion. This gave everyone the lives they lost, including the one that Peter and Olivia were take away from with Henrietta growing up and only seeing her grown and then taken away permanently from them. Like I said, a lot of death.

Touching moment between Walter and Peter in final episode
"Enemy of Fate"
(Feel all the Feels)
One scene in particular that gripped me was in the last episode, "An Enemy of Fate". This scene has Walter and Peter together in their Harvard Lab. Here they discuss a matter that have them both in a way say their goodbyes and it is long, intimate and I was balling. Okay, not that bad. This showed in only a few minutes the weight of the show. The five years story arc that changed them, brought them in and tore them apart on many occasions. Their relationship, as well as the others in the series, are what made the show great and they conveyed all of that in five tissue filled minutes.

That is how most ending should be. Focused on what made the show great, not trying to make a big bang or buck for the producers or share holders (Dexter!). Well, I'll leave it at that, leave some comments on what finales of shows that you hated and loved. Talk Fringe too, wouldn't mind some Walter fan-girling out. Thanks for reading and glad to be back.

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Review Coming Soon!

Hey all,

Sorry about my lack of posting to my blog lately, I know I said would pay more attention to this, this time around.

As of late I have returned to school for my last year of college so I can get that degree and a real world job, although mine is currently close enough.

I assure you though that there will be a rather long review coming up this weekend and hopefully you will enjoy it. I have been working on it and doing some research as well over the course of a couple months and feel I have something to post, finally.

So please be patient with me while I get the stars aligned and sacrifice some poor animal (not really) to some god or another to get this post up for you all to read.

With much love,
Fox

P.S. I am still unsure if any of you, my readers, truly exist yet. So I have taken it upon myself to from here on (hereon?) refer to you as ghosts.

So good day ghosts, see you this weekend. ;)

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

At Last a Connection...

So tonight, whatever readers I have, marks the second night of successful internet connection in my new apartment and of course I place my blogging on the back burner. So tonight I will post a short poem to tide over whoever actually reads this thing and finds me among the omniverse of bloggers on the internet...


At Last a Connection:

With the downfall of man comes a new sense of belonging
Trapped within the confines of what we once new
Here lies the last words of a man lost
His eulogy one that never saw the light of day

Tomorrow no one will remember his upbringing
Where he left the ides of what he drew
A new found future in the eyes of cost
Now in the ground he lay

A lover's quarrel which left them longing
This is where the hatred continued and grew
Till the fire cleansed what they had most
Now these eyes close to the sight of the endless bay


Goodnight my readers...
(If you exist)

Saturday, August 3, 2013

From woof to meow

So yesterday was my first day as a cat owner in my adult years and it is a strange thing to go from a dog to a cat.

I think, and perhaps, it is most strange to go from a high demand creature to one that comes to you if, and a big if, it wants to!

It's like having a furry roommate that bothers you only to feed him and give him some attention.

I'm not complaining, let me assure you of that, I like him a lot.

His name is Topher and let me tell you, he is the strangest cay I have ever seen! This guy is a houdini with fur. He finds the best hiding spots. He's rather large but jot fat, though he could lose a pound or two.

Well I think that's what I'll end it on, odd I know. Till next time readers. Maybe a short story or poem next time.

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Green in the Eyes, Black in the Heart

Remember this, a new becoming
A step towards this endeavor
The subject of capturing, anything
In those eyes I look for solice
In these eyes you look for fulfillment
A fantasy that may or may not exist, here

Remember this, an ending
Limbs wrapped around limbs
Bodies too close to find the seams
In this body I look for warmth
In this body you look for the climax
Lost in the the static, the noise, the uncontrolled sex

Nothing Remembered, the story is lost
Lost in the eyes
Lost in the Body
Lost in the Heart
This is only a beginning

First Post Anxiety

This is always the best part of starting a new blog and the worst. The First Post. Dun Dun Dunn!

Good thing that anxiety is a usual for me or else I'd be worried. (laughs silently and awkwardly to self)

So to kick things off I will just have here a small piece of poetry to kick start this new voyage into this mind of mine.